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rebuilding of the self
"The most beautiful part of your body
is where it’s headed. & remember,
loneliness is still time spent
with the world."
(Ocean Vuong)
abandonment syndrome
"The intense emotional crisis of abandonment can create a trauma severe enough to leave an emotional imprint on individuals’ psychobiological functioning, affecting their future choices and responses to rejection, loss, or disconnection. Following an abandonment experience in childhood or adulthood, some people develop a sequela of post traumatic symptoms. An earmark of this interference is intrusive anxiety which often manifests as a pervasive feeling of insecurity. Another factor of abandonment post trauma is for victims to be plagued with diminished self esteem and heightened vulnerability within social contexts.
Unresolved abandonment – the source of our insecurities, addictions, compulsions, and distress; the culprit for the anxiety we are forever trying to self-medicate with food, alcohol, shopping, people and a host of other self defeating behaviours; the roadblock to reaching our potential – the invisible wound that drains self esteem from within, the hidden trap that keeps us stuck in patterns of self-sabotage; the chronic insecurity that becomes the scourge of human relationship. (...)"
(Susan Anderson,…)
do you love me in your dreams? by PsycheAnamnesis
do you love me in your dreams?
Photography is love and death - that’ll be my epitaph. (Nobuyoshi Araki)
the spectre of despair or an atlas of depression by PsycheAnamnesis
the spectre of despair or an atlas of depression
It is not pleasant to experience decay, to find yourself exposed to the ravages of an almost daily rain, and to know that you are turning into something feeble, that more and more of you will blow off with the first strong wind, making you less and less. Some people accumulate more emotional rust than others. Depression starts out insipid, fogs the days into a dull color, weakens ordinary actions until their clear shapes are obscured by the effort they require, leaves you tired and bored and self-obsessed- but you can get through all that. No happily, perhaps, but you can get through. No one has ever been able to define the collapse point that marks major depression, but when you get there, there’s not much mistaking it. (Andrew Solomon, The Noonday Demon: An Atlas of Depression)


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DanNeamu Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2015
..Thank you kindly for the faving:iconthankyouplz4:Hug Heart multumesc!
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fredmai Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the llama! Congratulations on your artwork! :)
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KizukiTamura Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2015
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